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Food journal for last night to this afternoon:

Dinner last night: cucumber salad, chicken, home fries, tomatoe, carrotts, cantelope.

Breakfast: banana, 100 cal yogurt, grapes

Lunch: half of a half denver omelette with water.

I am feeling good, and down to about 131 this morning. I am really workin out my abs hard and can tell the difference. Have a good day buddies! (:

-Stevie

I had this great idea yesterday.. Make my homemade buttermilk pancakes and then puke it all up after. I made 4, slathered them in butter and syrup and then practically used my hands to eat them so fast. I ran to the bathroom to purge all of the food out of my system, but none would come up. Just a little bit. I feel so defeated and at a loss of control. I started crying and hating myself. I have been eating out a lot lately and immediately after each meal, I make an excuse to go to the bathroom to get rid of it. Gelato, Pizza, Cereal.. I dont know what my problem is. If I am puking once everyday or every other day, does that make me a bulimic? I know I have a problem.. but I dont want to address it..

Yesterday was a great day, I had a hardcore hour run/sprint, and worked out for a couple hours at the gym. Then went back a couple hours later, and then took the dog for a 3 mile walk. Lots of working out, I felt great. I didn’t eat enough but I don’t care..

-Toodles

My scale hovered at 132 1/2 this morning! I had a yogurt, banana, and nectarine for breakfast. I feel SO good about myself.. I am not completely excited to have a lil fun with the boyfriend and I went out clubbing and just felt so comfortable in my skin! At night I crave things like carrots and apples.. so I always indulge in those things. I have completely cut out red meat in my diet for the past couple months, and my hair has gotten extremely thin so I am going to try and start working it in again soon..

I can’t stress enough, my fellow BS’ers, how amazing this feels. All the hard work and self control was SO worth it. I cant remember the last time I was on a scale and it wasn’t almost to 150. To see that its almost close to 130 now is mind blowing!

Keep it up, I know you can ALL do it.

-Much love, Stevie

I have finally gotten down to my mini goal, of 134. I am 5′5 so I want to lose at least 8 more pounds or so.. I workout up to 3 times a day, walk everywhere, and am also gaining weight in muscle. I went into American Eagle and fit into a size 2 jean shorts! I never thought I’d be down to that size.. It almost made me cry. I take metabolife in the morning which has also really been helping. I snack on fruits/veggies at night if I ever get hungry.. I really do want to thank BuddySlim and all of the amazing members, you are all what got me started many many months ago. I hope you are all doing wonderfully! (: drop me a note.

-Stevie

I ate whatever I wanted this weekend and didn’t work out. It was beautiful out so I just walked a lot. I am back to dieting, I want to get down to 130ish. This will work!

Have a great day

-Stevie

I took like a four day break from Buddyslim. Things just got to hectic. I am proud to say I have lost two more pounds! I have been eating right and exercising for these past couple days. I now stand on the scale about mid day/ or after eating and am at 140. And in the morning when I wake up around 138. I am soo happy My function is this weekend and already my dress is feeling lots looser. Thanks for all of your encouragment to get me to this place. I still have more weight to lose, so don’t give up on me now ;). I hope everyone is good! Ill try and make a round to all the blogs and catch up sometime tomorrow.

Toodles-Stevie

Things are going great these days! The weather has been beautiful and I have been hittin up the gym, and eating right. My function is in 6 days. I am so excited, and will look amazing! On another good note, I ordered a dress from the nordstroms junior section in a size medium and it fit perfectly! I was so happy (: I had a banana, bowl of cheerios, and two eggs with cottage cheese. I am going for a run outside now, and have some yoga with denise austin (haha) planned, and taking thee doggie for a walk later. I am excited for that this day has planned. Have a great day buddies

For the past three years I have been 146 pounds and very unhappy. I hopped on the scale this morning and was 139! This is such a huge deal. I am so proud of myself. My hard work has paid off. I haven’t been blogging because things have been so great with my dieting. I still look at myself as a fat pig with no self control in the mirror, but I am working on that self image thing. My BMI is now 23.2, which is still WAY to high!

I am having a girls day with the pals! Gym and getting nails done and some shopping. I made them all cookies and while I was baking them last night, I ate a stick of gum and didn’t once snack on the batter or chocolate chips. I got them all out of the oven and packaged them all and only had 1 and 1/2. I was so proud (:

I hope you all are doing great! Drop me a note to tell me how you are doing.

Love-Stevie

I may have overeaten and not have gotten to the gym, but I am doing so great!

B- Cheerios, 1 slice of wheat bread toast, 100 cal yogurt and granola

L- slice of cheese, handful of tostitos, grapes, green apple

D- 2 eggs with skim milk and a cup of cottage cheese.

S- 1 pretzel rod, sliced packaged ham, pineapple, strawberries

I ate SO much more than I usually do.. Wow. I am going for a 3 mile walk. I can’t wait to weigh myself tomorrow! Sadly no gym today I hope everyone had a very successful day! Loves- Stevie

Something seemed to like snap in me this morning. I started out the day great, grabbed some strawberries and a banana and headed out the door to thee madres. I got there and made her homemade buttermilk biscuits, sausage, and eggs. I had already prepared myself to only have 1 biscuit and a plentiful amount of eggs. It made a huge recipe so I just put them in a big basket and surprised her when she woke up. I ate eggs and biscuits so fast that I couldn’t even taste them. I gulped down orange juice and then went to the bathroom and purged. I am not proud of this, since it happened last night. I have 14 days till my event, I am going to buckle down and get to the gym and eat right. No more binging and purging.

I am happy to say that I went on a 4 mile hike (all incline, it was really hard) and I ran about half of it. I came home, ate a bite of chicken and took a nap, woke up and went for a 3 mile walk with the dog. I am now going to do some yoga and abs.. I feel like I am punishing myself for this morning. But hey, I am getting some exercise in.

I hope you all had a fabulous mothers day!